In physics today, we learned some more about electric current, but halfway through, the usual suspects became logically conflicted and interrupted the lesson with many questions. "But if... wouldn't... ?" in time-honored mockery of the "If... then..." hypothesis form. After the question session began to get old, I gave Kai a look, and I do not exactly remember who made the first comment, but at some point in our little exchange, I said, "It's because these children are American," recalling the lack of dissent in Chinese classrooms. One of the usual suspects who sat diagonal from me looked at me with resentment and remarked, defensively yet in an icy tone, "Well maybe we're actually interested."
Bull Shit. Well maybe you are too quick to take things the wrong way. Maybe you should learn the denoted differences between inquisitive and ignorant. Maybe you crossed that line. Maybe you'd find that if you just read the textbook, you would find the answers to almost all the questions you ask--I say almost because once in a while, the usual suspects do ask useful questions. Then maybe you will stop wasting the entire class's time with stupid questions which you are bound to ask almost every day. Maybe you and the other usual suspects are the reason why the class is two months behind schedule, and maybe you are the reason why we all have ten chapters to learn in a month if we plan to be even remotely ready for the AP test. Maybe, just maybe, you could notice that the "uninterested" students around you do better than you do on tests (and I am most definitely in this group); maybe you should take a few pointers from that boy who gets As on all the tests yet never speaks a word except when he goes through the trouble of explaining something undeserving and time-consuming to you. Ah, youngin', I am so sorry, but maybe you Fail at Life.
That is what I should have said, but instead, I just stared at him blankly and answered, "I wasn't saying it was good or bad. I just said it's different." The reply, in a conniving tone and with another glare: "oh suuuuuuuuuure."
I used to think that having classmates who sometimes make use of the privilege to question our instructor broke my boredom, but it has gotten to the point where these children just give me a headache.









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blue eyes say
"Love me or I die"
brown eyes say
"Love me or I kill you"
The maternal unit wanted me to go to Fairview also. I open-enrolled and didn't get accepted until a week before fall registration at Boulder High, and I had all my paperwork there done and everything, so I rejected Fairview's offer.
It's all for the better, I guess. Otherwise, I wouldn't have met Yiming. He is wicked smart (goes to Harvard now), and BHS is just a less hostile environment (we must be humbled by our poverty?).
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"My loathings are simple: stupidity, oppression, crime, cruelty, soft music." -Vladimir Nabokov
I keep hearing of those 7 sins from other people, but god forbid it for me to remember anything -.-; I have long or short term memory loss or something....
Wow harvard.... I want to go there ;_; well not really...
I really want to go to stanford in CA >.> but somehow I seriously doubt I can....
I'm hoping fairview people won't be TOO competative or something.... that'll just kill me right then, esp. since I'm taking all IB classes.... x(
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quote of the day: "You're being so Asian! STOP stockpiling!" -Griffie/Wonderboy, trying to mooch some gum off me
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"My loathings are simple: stupidity, oppression, crime, cruelty, soft music." -Vladimir Nabokov
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"My loathings are simple: stupidity, oppression, crime, cruelty, soft music." -Vladimir Nabokov
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